"I love you....Just Kidding!"

It's probably every girls nightmare to hear the words "just kidding" as part of that sentence from a guy. But what happens when it's the girl saying it to her potential suitor? In a text message nonetheless!

I have have had many "shit why did I just do that" moments in my life. But this is probably one of the most mortifying ones on that list.

So here I am a couple of weeks into communicating with Shahrukh Khan (remember him? The one who couldn't clean his own bathroom on a regular basis but could afford to drop a few K's on a brand new Beamer). Sidenote: I'll take a clean, stain free, lemon scented smelling bathroom and an old beat up car over a dirty bathroom and new Beamer any day!

Anywho, back to my mortifying I love you NOT story.

Here I am texting away a potential love of my life candidate and somewhere between trying to be productive at work, trying to keep an exciting string of text messages going, somewhere between my slippery fingers and the iphone's horrible auto correct feature INSTEAD of typing "I love HOW you ......., I type I LOVE YOU!"

Type....sent...message delivered...mind reads what's been delivered "ghahdfhadf.....I LOVE YOU...sfsgsg..." 

NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Did I just tell him I loved him? I don't even feel this way!

In a matter of 5 seconds my entire life flashes in front of me and millions of thought bubbles are looming over my head.

What will he think of me? What have I done? This is what happens when you type so fast, Memo to self, ALWAYS proof read before sending any texts from now on!

I am in panic mode. I tell my two best friends at work. They laugh out loud. I try to laugh but all I want to do is cry. They try to tell me it's not THAT bad.....and then they fail at it. 

Of course it's that bad. 

I finally get some courage to type another text message to SRK and say "Whoops...haha..redo? That was a typo. In fact my whole life is full of typos sometimes".

Yes I said that. Go ahead, take my phone away. I am no longer allowed to text any boys ever again.